reminiscing yesterday

holy fucking shit was the schedule yesterday. there's no other words to express how shitty and how much of a pain it caused me. plus i now owe mara at least 50 bucks.

to start, we had mass at the quadrangle at the preschool. sure, the sun wasn't shining (until the end part of the whole thing) but it was damn humid and so damn packed. i thought it was going to rain but the sun shone, so we all sweated ourselves like shit while the whole mass was going on. sacrifice... sacrifice...

then on to the tent! i didn't get the whole point of the celebration thing but i still cheered on. it doesn't matter if you pretend or mean to cheer, just shout and say 'woot' and everyone's happy to see that.

subjects... hmm... library orientation went a bit well... geometry, a bit trouble coping up with the theorems discussed... chem was altogether a different pain.

we were supposed to haqve double period chem today, but they split both periods so we had lunch in the middle. the sad fact of it was we had to do an experiment, so for the whole lunch, some of us (me, mikee, the whole and loyal-bound group 7, noreen, arriane and ha-yoon) we stayed there sweating still. the experiment turned out to be fun (once you do it properly and you get the whole thing) and me and mikee laughed at ourselves because the percentage error of our first variable was close to 50%. meaning, we had everything wrong. ms. said it was fine, because it's just an experiment anyway: it's what you end up with and you have to stick to it. helped out a few more people and closely watched the other's experiments. oh, and i think we earned plus 5 points in chem for staying.

lunch ended and the rest of the class went back to experimenting while we, those who stayed, ate and laughed the half hour away outside the lab. pretty cool actually, since we all got to bond... and share food ><

CL.... i'm pretty sure i haven't memorized the whole 13 letters of st.paul thing... i'll get it soon, but not now.

freshman hour. i didn't really participate and we all ended up having our small reunion (with our past advisers and teachers) at the flagpole. it was more fun that way! it's quite obvious now how i'm not at all participative with school events. i rarely try my best in it, and i really couldn't care less.

dismissal. so okay, let's get something straight: if i hated you once, don't expect to see my good side ever again. i had nothing else to do but run like crazy towards the preschool gazebo ><>

the whole bus ride going home, i was so high :D i kept on laughing until my sided hurts and i kept on making dumb comments and pouting... in short, being the bitch i am. i dunno. mood swings i guess. how was i supposed to know that guyabano meant guava and not onion? and where the HELL did the avocado came from anyway?

the fun ended when i got home and sat down near my old dog. she's, i guess, almost to her end. being the kid i am, i cried for her until my mom came. nope, i don't HAVE a problem. i just felt like crying cause tootsie (my dog) looked so old, was in pain, felt it a lot and was alone. i wouldn't want that to happen to me but my dog, even though she can't talk, felt it all. i bet she cries often too.

chie and i spent the rest of the night talking on the phone, getting high together. it's not like there's anything else to do anyway :D

in the end, i kinda slept with the lights on. i think i was just closing my eyes when i suddenly woke up 1 in the morning. already? yeah. closed the lights and fell asleep soon after that.

-shing