got this from the YG (thanks sensei!) and compiled it into one ppt :)
--shing
Wednesday, September 30, 2009
Tuesday, September 29, 2009
more messages from rudy sensei :)
(copy-paste from the YG for all fo you to read)
To all:
I now gather that classes are called off for the entire week, and that your exams on Oct. 5-7 will likewise be rescheduled, although the new schedules are not yet clear. In any case, we will have Monday, Oct. 5, to study Lessons 8 and 9 in class prior to your periodical exam.
If the new schedule of exams is Oct. 12-14 (the most likely case), then our oral exam will be on Oct. 19, and we will have to move the field trip to Oct. 26. In this case, I will have to ask Shing to reschedule our bus reservation to Oct. 26.
If the new schedule of the exams is Oct. 7-9 (not so likely case), then our oral exam will still be on Oct. 12, and we will proceed with the field trip on Oct. 19. In this case, there is no need to reschedule our bus reservation.
Shing, please try to get information from the 'grapevine' as soon as you can, so we can act accordingly.
Thanks and regards to all,
Rudy N.
...
just for all of you to be aware :P --shing
To all:
I now gather that classes are called off for the entire week, and that your exams on Oct. 5-7 will likewise be rescheduled, although the new schedules are not yet clear. In any case, we will have Monday, Oct. 5, to study Lessons 8 and 9 in class prior to your periodical exam.
If the new schedule of exams is Oct. 12-14 (the most likely case), then our oral exam will be on Oct. 19, and we will have to move the field trip to Oct. 26. In this case, I will have to ask Shing to reschedule our bus reservation to Oct. 26.
If the new schedule of the exams is Oct. 7-9 (not so likely case), then our oral exam will still be on Oct. 12, and we will proceed with the field trip on Oct. 19. In this case, there is no need to reschedule our bus reservation.
Shing, please try to get information from the 'grapevine' as soon as you can, so we can act accordingly.
Thanks and regards to all,
Rudy N.
...
just for all of you to be aware :P --shing
Friday, September 25, 2009
'Gubat for you Lord!' : the awesome retreat
my camera just failed me right now and currently, it's trying to suck in as much power to start working again... *sigh* and i wanted to post the pictures now too O_O
but those pictures can't show all of you how much the retreat was fun. although retreats SHOULD be fun, i guess this was exceptional. i know it'll all sound so boring, but for me, this year's retreat was more of something 'new' than something 'old'.
sure, there were the same meditations and the same 45-minute praying stuff (which i miraculously endured, thank God!) but what struck me the most (anu toh? journal entry number 5? hahaha) was the fact that i saw a range of emotions more different than those i've heard before. they didn't talk about 'fractions' in the class( come to think of it, there's none to mention) or the usual 'i don't like how you do this and that'... i heard stories about friendship, about family, about brothers and sisters and dads and moms and of course, good old faith.
and as a side note: grad pic tomorrow... hoh shiz :))
-shing
but those pictures can't show all of you how much the retreat was fun. although retreats SHOULD be fun, i guess this was exceptional. i know it'll all sound so boring, but for me, this year's retreat was more of something 'new' than something 'old'.
sure, there were the same meditations and the same 45-minute praying stuff (which i miraculously endured, thank God!) but what struck me the most (anu toh? journal entry number 5? hahaha) was the fact that i saw a range of emotions more different than those i've heard before. they didn't talk about 'fractions' in the class( come to think of it, there's none to mention) or the usual 'i don't like how you do this and that'... i heard stories about friendship, about family, about brothers and sisters and dads and moms and of course, good old faith.
and in the middle of it all, i found myself facing something i haven't faced for even 6 years.
i thought i closed that book long long ago. i thought, 6 years ago, that i didn't have a chance in heaven or hell to patch things up, so i kept the memory somewhere in my mind where i would've defenitely forgotten about it.
but the only thing that took to bring it out again was the same person who i thought would've never forgive me.
at first, i thought 'oh hey, hiroe's going to talk about something... she doesn't talk much so i'mma listen cause maybe this'll be interesting' --some attitude i have :P-- so i did, i didn't look at her much, but i kept my ears open to what she was talking about.
at first, she was going on and on about herself and her family, then she added the graade 5 mix into it. so okay, that got me. when i looked at her, even in the dark, i knew she was looking straight at me. okay, maybe we were both looking here and there but i knew what was coming next.
'during the time before the 3rd quarter exam, around november or december, we... (can't write it. what was said should stay there)... and in the proccess, i hurt one of my friends' then she goes and looks at me and then says 'i'm sorry elisha'
that got me. i felt like the old wounds got ripped open again and i felt like i was that fifth grader again. i felt like the lowest thing on earth for having incured the wrath of one of my close friends. but what exactly she was saying sorry for, i had still yet to find out.
'during the sixth grade, i thought you hated me so much, but i didn't do anything about it'
what the--? i thought YOU were angry at ME! so all this time, we thought we were angry at each other but in fact, it wasn't the case. then all those 6 years were spent under false pretence? i know, right now, i'm laughing at what i'm writing, but back there, at the conference room, i felt angry at myself for being a coward all this time. i really thought she was angry at ME. i thought back then that i had done something defenitely wrong which she hated, and therefore got me into a difficult situation. i was angry, depressed, felt like i got cheated out of something and crying the shit out of me.
so for the past 6 years... didn't you even get the letter i sent you through kate? didn't you even READ it? that letter way my very last attempt to apologize for whatever i had done wrong, but you never answered it. well, okay maybe you did, but your only reply was a rushed note saying 'it's okay' with no defenite reason. i left it at that, because maybe you never wanted to see my face again.
it's funny. now that i'm thinking over it without even crying, i think we're both cowards, hiroe. LOL. really. i hope you and i both move forward. you said so yourself: you'll try to change. i hope you do :)
so i guess, i've attained closure to one of the many issues in my life. (short prayer: Dear God, thank you for putting me into 4-5. even if i thought i was goung to be lonely and depressed about it at first, i thank you for changing my mind and giving me the strength to go on. if i didn't stick to this, i wouldn't have attained this closure. thank you very much :)) and to be honest, i love 4-5. maybe i love 3-7 more, but i know, with each day, i can grow to love gubat more and more and by the time graduation comes, or even when christmas comes, i know i'll love them the way i can love a classroom.
the palancas i got where, hands down, very pretty and meaningful. i think my favourite would be bea's. hers was even oral :)) but then again, since i like it so much, i wouldn't forget every word she said. bea. i love you too :)
oh gosh. now that i think about it, i haven't even said anything back to those who made me palancas. so okay, maybe i did with pia. i SWEAR. LOL. and no, i'm not saying what was written in it :P
gubat... i swear... one day... really... i'll be able to fit right in with you guys without hesitating or anything. but at least, let me tell you that i love you all, no matter how weird and completely foreign you guys are. wait. scratch that foreign part. you guys aren't alien to me anymore. at least now i know you're all human :D you're all just freakishly smart, but that's a good thing :)
retreat food: the BEST
retreat bed: i borrowed 2 more blankets :P
retreat washroom and shower room: i'm not scared of you anymore! yey! --got up at 4:30 to do some business inside the washroom and to take a bath... alone cause angel, zhar and lorraine were done--
retreat conference room: cold... really cold O_O
overall rating for the retreat: the BEST i could have. awesome :D
...
after the retreat, i rushed all the way to the computer labs and met miss b maybe halfway up the stairs.
so okay, i'm not going to flaunt it or anything, but i'm just happy about this: the whole write-up team has finally been endorsed and is now ready to function as a write up team without any barricades! YES! it's official, and i can't help but smile at it.
miss b seriuosly asked me if i was ready to serve and to BE the write-up head, and i told her yes, i am. i really am. i've been wanting to be part of the yearbook ever since grade 7, but what pushed me to be in it and to push the issue was the fact that i wanted to support chie as best as i can cause she's the over-all head. it would've been okay too if i were just a staffer. i just want to give my help and support to chie and to kate (cause she's chie's sexytary) as much as i can before we all graduate. call it my legacy or parting gift or whatever: i'll make it all happen.
and after the retreat, i just realized that i WANTED to serve everyone better. i wanted to do better in my org. i wanted to be a bettter class rep to my elective mates. i wanted to be a good classmate to all those in gubat. i wanted to be a better friend, a better person, a better daughter. i found a lot of glitches in making myself 'awesome' and i want to change it. maybe the year will end without me being awesome at all, but at least i want to give this year my best shot, because this is my last and final chance to stand up and do the things i wanted to do a long time ago and the things i can actually do.
right now, i know i can. i can feel it.
i thought i closed that book long long ago. i thought, 6 years ago, that i didn't have a chance in heaven or hell to patch things up, so i kept the memory somewhere in my mind where i would've defenitely forgotten about it.
but the only thing that took to bring it out again was the same person who i thought would've never forgive me.
at first, i thought 'oh hey, hiroe's going to talk about something... she doesn't talk much so i'mma listen cause maybe this'll be interesting' --some attitude i have :P-- so i did, i didn't look at her much, but i kept my ears open to what she was talking about.
at first, she was going on and on about herself and her family, then she added the graade 5 mix into it. so okay, that got me. when i looked at her, even in the dark, i knew she was looking straight at me. okay, maybe we were both looking here and there but i knew what was coming next.
'during the time before the 3rd quarter exam, around november or december, we... (can't write it. what was said should stay there)... and in the proccess, i hurt one of my friends' then she goes and looks at me and then says 'i'm sorry elisha'
that got me. i felt like the old wounds got ripped open again and i felt like i was that fifth grader again. i felt like the lowest thing on earth for having incured the wrath of one of my close friends. but what exactly she was saying sorry for, i had still yet to find out.
'during the sixth grade, i thought you hated me so much, but i didn't do anything about it'
what the--? i thought YOU were angry at ME! so all this time, we thought we were angry at each other but in fact, it wasn't the case. then all those 6 years were spent under false pretence? i know, right now, i'm laughing at what i'm writing, but back there, at the conference room, i felt angry at myself for being a coward all this time. i really thought she was angry at ME. i thought back then that i had done something defenitely wrong which she hated, and therefore got me into a difficult situation. i was angry, depressed, felt like i got cheated out of something and crying the shit out of me.
so for the past 6 years... didn't you even get the letter i sent you through kate? didn't you even READ it? that letter way my very last attempt to apologize for whatever i had done wrong, but you never answered it. well, okay maybe you did, but your only reply was a rushed note saying 'it's okay' with no defenite reason. i left it at that, because maybe you never wanted to see my face again.
it's funny. now that i'm thinking over it without even crying, i think we're both cowards, hiroe. LOL. really. i hope you and i both move forward. you said so yourself: you'll try to change. i hope you do :)
so i guess, i've attained closure to one of the many issues in my life. (short prayer: Dear God, thank you for putting me into 4-5. even if i thought i was goung to be lonely and depressed about it at first, i thank you for changing my mind and giving me the strength to go on. if i didn't stick to this, i wouldn't have attained this closure. thank you very much :)) and to be honest, i love 4-5. maybe i love 3-7 more, but i know, with each day, i can grow to love gubat more and more and by the time graduation comes, or even when christmas comes, i know i'll love them the way i can love a classroom.
the palancas i got where, hands down, very pretty and meaningful. i think my favourite would be bea's. hers was even oral :)) but then again, since i like it so much, i wouldn't forget every word she said. bea. i love you too :)
oh gosh. now that i think about it, i haven't even said anything back to those who made me palancas. so okay, maybe i did with pia. i SWEAR. LOL. and no, i'm not saying what was written in it :P
gubat... i swear... one day... really... i'll be able to fit right in with you guys without hesitating or anything. but at least, let me tell you that i love you all, no matter how weird and completely foreign you guys are. wait. scratch that foreign part. you guys aren't alien to me anymore. at least now i know you're all human :D you're all just freakishly smart, but that's a good thing :)
retreat food: the BEST
retreat bed: i borrowed 2 more blankets :P
retreat washroom and shower room: i'm not scared of you anymore! yey! --got up at 4:30 to do some business inside the washroom and to take a bath... alone cause angel, zhar and lorraine were done--
retreat conference room: cold... really cold O_O
overall rating for the retreat: the BEST i could have. awesome :D
...
after the retreat, i rushed all the way to the computer labs and met miss b maybe halfway up the stairs.
so okay, i'm not going to flaunt it or anything, but i'm just happy about this: the whole write-up team has finally been endorsed and is now ready to function as a write up team without any barricades! YES! it's official, and i can't help but smile at it.
miss b seriuosly asked me if i was ready to serve and to BE the write-up head, and i told her yes, i am. i really am. i've been wanting to be part of the yearbook ever since grade 7, but what pushed me to be in it and to push the issue was the fact that i wanted to support chie as best as i can cause she's the over-all head. it would've been okay too if i were just a staffer. i just want to give my help and support to chie and to kate (cause she's chie's sexytary) as much as i can before we all graduate. call it my legacy or parting gift or whatever: i'll make it all happen.
and after the retreat, i just realized that i WANTED to serve everyone better. i wanted to do better in my org. i wanted to be a bettter class rep to my elective mates. i wanted to be a good classmate to all those in gubat. i wanted to be a better friend, a better person, a better daughter. i found a lot of glitches in making myself 'awesome' and i want to change it. maybe the year will end without me being awesome at all, but at least i want to give this year my best shot, because this is my last and final chance to stand up and do the things i wanted to do a long time ago and the things i can actually do.
right now, i know i can. i can feel it.
and as a side note: grad pic tomorrow... hoh shiz :))
-shing
Wednesday, September 9, 2009
Tuesday, June 23, 2009
why am i even answering stuff like this? hahaha
Who`s your crush?
-- *cough*
When`s the last time you saw him/her?
-- june 20, around 5:15 pm >< addik hahahaha
Are you neighbors?
-- not really. i don't even know where he lives lol
Do you know his/her mobile number?
-- oh yeah :D
How about landline?
-- yes. but wait! i don't STALK okay? O_O i just know it...
Do you know where your crush lives?
-- no, although i know the jeep that MAYBE goes there :D
Does your crush even know you?
-- of course i exist and my existance is WAY too awesome not to be noticed so yeah, he knows me :D
How did you first meet?
-- seatmate for a whole month in the review class *wink* (i got lucky ><)
Do you think your crush likes you back?
-- maybe *shrug* i'd LIKE to hold on to some hope but naaaaaaah. i mean, i think it's also normal for him to be nice to girls all the time *rolls eyes*
What song reminds you of him/her?
-- love bug ><
Do you think you`re already inlove?
-- not as of the moment. i know it'll sound all old fashioned and shit, but honestly, i think love today's somewhat distorted so if i say i'm in love with him, i've put the notion of having a crush on him in a totally different level and it's like putting me a notch lower in the self-dignity scale.
Do your friends know about this?
-- oh i BET they do. i bet they even know more that what i know O_O
Is your crush your bestfriend?
-- no, not really :D but he's awesome, tell you that.
Do you talk to a family member about this?
-- i was forced to spill O_O
Was your crush once a part of your dream?
-- you know what, i don't actually remember if he already crossed my dream thereshhold O_O whatever. it's not important anyway.
Do you fantasize about him/her?
-- not really O_O that's... i dunno... i think it's a waste of time *sweat drop*
How old is s/he?
-- my age :D
Where does s/he study?
-- uh... where...? uh... LSM i think :D
Is s/he a heartbreaker?
-- it's more of like he's the one who gets heartbroken lol (that's what i've heard but i CAN be wrong)
Do you have something in common?
-- oh gee... i dunno O_O i seriuosly do NOT know.
Are you somehow related to him/her?
-- the title 'classmate for one summer' :D
What would you say if s/he told you s/he likes you back?
-- 'errr... that's great :D'
:P
-- *cough*
When`s the last time you saw him/her?
-- june 20, around 5:15 pm >< addik hahahaha
Are you neighbors?
-- not really. i don't even know where he lives lol
Do you know his/her mobile number?
-- oh yeah :D
How about landline?
-- yes. but wait! i don't STALK okay? O_O i just know it...
Do you know where your crush lives?
-- no, although i know the jeep that MAYBE goes there :D
Does your crush even know you?
-- of course i exist and my existance is WAY too awesome not to be noticed so yeah, he knows me :D
How did you first meet?
-- seatmate for a whole month in the review class *wink* (i got lucky ><)
Do you think your crush likes you back?
-- maybe *shrug* i'd LIKE to hold on to some hope but naaaaaaah. i mean, i think it's also normal for him to be nice to girls all the time *rolls eyes*
What song reminds you of him/her?
-- love bug ><
Do you think you`re already inlove?
-- not as of the moment. i know it'll sound all old fashioned and shit, but honestly, i think love today's somewhat distorted so if i say i'm in love with him, i've put the notion of having a crush on him in a totally different level and it's like putting me a notch lower in the self-dignity scale.
Do your friends know about this?
-- oh i BET they do. i bet they even know more that what i know O_O
Is your crush your bestfriend?
-- no, not really :D but he's awesome, tell you that.
Do you talk to a family member about this?
-- i was forced to spill O_O
Was your crush once a part of your dream?
-- you know what, i don't actually remember if he already crossed my dream thereshhold O_O whatever. it's not important anyway.
Do you fantasize about him/her?
-- not really O_O that's... i dunno... i think it's a waste of time *sweat drop*
How old is s/he?
-- my age :D
Where does s/he study?
-- uh... where...? uh... LSM i think :D
Is s/he a heartbreaker?
-- it's more of like he's the one who gets heartbroken lol (that's what i've heard but i CAN be wrong)
Do you have something in common?
-- oh gee... i dunno O_O i seriuosly do NOT know.
Are you somehow related to him/her?
-- the title 'classmate for one summer' :D
What would you say if s/he told you s/he likes you back?
-- 'errr... that's great :D'
:P
Sunday, June 21, 2009
from me to you and you to me
(patterned after erieko's journal entry :D -- http://inukkoro07.multiply.com/journal/item/253/A_Letter_to_Someone.?replies_read=2)
Dear ma. katherine. a. magpantay,
I don't really know how to tell you this,I'm in love with your cat. I think I realized it when your dog humped my leg outside of your office and I saw you Carve your initials into The elephant in the corner. I'm sure you're scarred enough to understand that you need a sex-change. I'm returning your Hannah Montana underwear to you, but I'll keep Your neighbors dog as a memory. You should also know that I Always wanted to break your legs and I'm scratching my butt as you read this.
Best of luck on the sex change,
shingles
Dear ma. katherine. a. magpantay,
I don't really know how to tell you this,I'm in love with your cat. I think I realized it when your dog humped my leg outside of your office and I saw you Carve your initials into The elephant in the corner. I'm sure you're scarred enough to understand that you need a sex-change. I'm returning your Hannah Montana underwear to you, but I'll keep Your neighbors dog as a memory. You should also know that I Always wanted to break your legs and I'm scratching my butt as you read this.
Best of luck on the sex change,
shingles
ending my immorality
yesterday, i must admit i felt really REALLY happy. being able to tell the person you actually like (and who rejected you point out)that you weren't over him was something i never thought i would be able to do, but i did it. being blunt WAS my mission for this week anyway :D
but back to reality, i know he can never allow it. he knows. i KNOW he knows. i actually commend him for being so amazingly awesome. i know it's happened to him before (being thought of as a rebound and such),and i guess he doesn't want that to happen again.
but for the record, i never though of him as a rebound. never would've. never for a thousand years.
i wouldn't go any further than this. this is actually the end. it's like yesterday's parting was somewhat the start of a journey to forget each other, more of like saying good bye than saying 'see you again sometime'. i'm not saying we're different, but we DO have our own lives. i belong to someone else, i'm waiting for some other person besides him. he knows it. he's being considerate, and i appreciate it.
i know this is the point where i have to let go of my summer memories, but as a last word...
thanks. you made me amazingly happy during the moments i felt down, during the times when i was feeling the worst. i really really appreciate everything you've done for me. you're a nice person. i hope you find someone who won't give you troubles like i do :D fall for her okay? you deserve to be happy too.
-shing
but back to reality, i know he can never allow it. he knows. i KNOW he knows. i actually commend him for being so amazingly awesome. i know it's happened to him before (being thought of as a rebound and such),and i guess he doesn't want that to happen again.
but for the record, i never though of him as a rebound. never would've. never for a thousand years.
i wouldn't go any further than this. this is actually the end. it's like yesterday's parting was somewhat the start of a journey to forget each other, more of like saying good bye than saying 'see you again sometime'. i'm not saying we're different, but we DO have our own lives. i belong to someone else, i'm waiting for some other person besides him. he knows it. he's being considerate, and i appreciate it.
i know this is the point where i have to let go of my summer memories, but as a last word...
thanks. you made me amazingly happy during the moments i felt down, during the times when i was feeling the worst. i really really appreciate everything you've done for me. you're a nice person. i hope you find someone who won't give you troubles like i do :D fall for her okay? you deserve to be happy too.
-shing
40 things :D
(another survey from erieko :P)
40 Secrets About Yourself.
Be honest no matter what.
[One] from whom was your last text from?
- justin >/////////<
[Two] Where was your primary picture taken at?
-i was going for err... a contests in national bookstore but it was KINDA hopeless (i mean, look at it O_O), so i made use of it as my primary pics on all of my accounts :P
[Three] What's your middle initial?
-A for Aplasca
[Four] Your current relationship status?
-i have a feeling that it's pretty complicated... BUT studies first, after all :D
[Five] Does your crush(s) like you back?
-i wish >< i SO wish...
[Six] What is your current mood?
-the usual hyperness is filling me. add to that a doze of chocolate :D
[Seven] What's your moms name?
-Mildred but people call her 'milds' for short
[Eight] What color shirt are you wearing?
-my light blue pajama ><
[Nine] What was the last thing you drank ?
-H2O
[Ten] If you could go back in time and change something, would you?
-i think i don't regret anything :D
[Eleven] Have a crazy side?
-that's a given :P
[Twelve] Favorite song? (at the moment)
-dancing to the tune of Hare Hare Yukai by Aya Hirano ><
[Thirteen] Something you do a lot?
-read. period.
[Fifteen] Do you wanna date somebody?
-i've always wondered what a proper date would feel like... sure, why not? :D
[Sixteen] Name someone with the same birthday as you?
-according to kate, i have the same birthday as Ryo :D
[Seventeen] When was the last time you cried?
-first day of school. i'm trying to get over it :D
[Eighteen] Who would you do anything for?
-i do favors for everyone, given that it's completely a sane one and that it's beneficial for both us.
[Nineteen] Who is your idol?
-funny i don't have one O_O
[Twenty] What's the first thing you notice about the opposite sex?
-the expression of their faces. it tell you a lot about themselves, really. you just have to look REALLY hard O_O
[Twenty-two] What's your biggest secret?
-if i say it, then it won't be a secret anymore... right?
[Twenty-three] Where are you?
-library of my house. yes, i govern this room. it's MINE.
[Twenty-four] Favorite movie?
-i don't have one O_O
[Twenty-five] Do you still watch kiddie movies or tv shows?
-my brother's still a kid, so i watch with him every now and then.
[Twenty-six] What are you eating or drinking at the moment?
-water and hotdog i just cooked ><
[Twenty-seven] Do you speak any other language?
-tagalog :P english :| i'm trying to learn how to speak in japanese, but i can tell you that i know the basic phrases :D
[Twenty-eight] Describe your life one word, what would it be?
-awesome :D
[Thirty-three] What should you be doing?
-doing my informal lab report :D
[Thirty-eight] Do you act differently around the person you like?
- i act the way i do to everyone. it doesn't matter who it is. plus, if i act differently, then how would the person i like like me back if it's not me he's falling for... right?
[Thirty-nine] What is your natural hair color?
-black. i'd like to believe it's black :D
[Forty] Who was the last person who made you smile?
-first and last person i'll ever mention on this survey... justin :D
40 Secrets About Yourself.
Be honest no matter what.
[One] from whom was your last text from?
- justin >/////////<
[Two] Where was your primary picture taken at?
-i was going for err... a contests in national bookstore but it was KINDA hopeless (i mean, look at it O_O), so i made use of it as my primary pics on all of my accounts :P
[Three] What's your middle initial?
-A for Aplasca
[Four] Your current relationship status?
-i have a feeling that it's pretty complicated... BUT studies first, after all :D
[Five] Does your crush(s) like you back?
-i wish >< i SO wish...
[Six] What is your current mood?
-the usual hyperness is filling me. add to that a doze of chocolate :D
[Seven] What's your moms name?
-Mildred but people call her 'milds' for short
[Eight] What color shirt are you wearing?
-my light blue pajama ><
[Nine] What was the last thing you drank ?
-H2O
[Ten] If you could go back in time and change something, would you?
-i think i don't regret anything :D
[Eleven] Have a crazy side?
-that's a given :P
[Twelve] Favorite song? (at the moment)
-dancing to the tune of Hare Hare Yukai by Aya Hirano ><
[Thirteen] Something you do a lot?
-read. period.
[Fifteen] Do you wanna date somebody?
-i've always wondered what a proper date would feel like... sure, why not? :D
[Sixteen] Name someone with the same birthday as you?
-according to kate, i have the same birthday as Ryo :D
[Seventeen] When was the last time you cried?
-first day of school. i'm trying to get over it :D
[Eighteen] Who would you do anything for?
-i do favors for everyone, given that it's completely a sane one and that it's beneficial for both us.
[Nineteen] Who is your idol?
-funny i don't have one O_O
[Twenty] What's the first thing you notice about the opposite sex?
-the expression of their faces. it tell you a lot about themselves, really. you just have to look REALLY hard O_O
[Twenty-two] What's your biggest secret?
-if i say it, then it won't be a secret anymore... right?
[Twenty-three] Where are you?
-library of my house. yes, i govern this room. it's MINE.
[Twenty-four] Favorite movie?
-i don't have one O_O
[Twenty-five] Do you still watch kiddie movies or tv shows?
-my brother's still a kid, so i watch with him every now and then.
[Twenty-six] What are you eating or drinking at the moment?
-water and hotdog i just cooked ><
[Twenty-seven] Do you speak any other language?
-tagalog :P english :| i'm trying to learn how to speak in japanese, but i can tell you that i know the basic phrases :D
[Twenty-eight] Describe your life one word, what would it be?
-awesome :D
[Thirty-three] What should you be doing?
-doing my informal lab report :D
[Thirty-eight] Do you act differently around the person you like?
- i act the way i do to everyone. it doesn't matter who it is. plus, if i act differently, then how would the person i like like me back if it's not me he's falling for... right?
[Thirty-nine] What is your natural hair color?
-black. i'd like to believe it's black :D
[Forty] Who was the last person who made you smile?
-first and last person i'll ever mention on this survey... justin :D
Thursday, June 18, 2009
fighting off the loneliness
i've always known i wouldn't fit in right away with my new class. and if ever i DO fit in, it's not to the point that i can stick to them forever and ever.
right now, thinking about it all, i guess i CAN live, but it's definitely lonesome and dreadful for me. although i can see that they're all fun loving people, i still believe they're kind of... hmm... stiff. like somehow, everything's structured. like on batteries or something like that. no, i'm not saying they're robots too. i hear them laugh, kid around and scream too, but i still miss the feel of having a regular class.
add to that the fact that in recitation, no matter what subject, once a question is asked, there's always an answer that'll get straight across in just a few sentences. they're all awesome that way. and mind you, in perfectly straight english.
what makes me sad though is that when the teacher says 'go group yourselves by friends', i'm left to just wait. i've got nobody to cling to, no group to claim as mine, and definitely it all gives you the feeling of being the 'new kid'.
this particular aspect bothers me. in fact, it's been bothering me since it happened last wednesday. ironically, it was the same day when kyla asked me if i was fine with my room (yes kyla, i'm admitting i lied. i still can't handle and figure the ropes).
maybe i've gotten used to dragging people with me. i feel hopelessly lost now. maybe i've been too sure of myself. the vice i'm turning to right now is actually dashing out of the classroom during break times. i feel that if i stay there, i'd look stupid alone.
again, i want to say that i'm tired of being alone. being along is painful for me, if you all just know. it's like saying i can't live with the people i know and cherish with all my heart. sometimes when i think about it, i still have this small urge to cry cause when you get right down to it, i still feel unhappy.
to admit, i wanted my fourth and last year of highschool to be fun. it is fun, sure, but it's not the fun that i thought it would be. i was thinking more of 'cherishing everyday as if it were the last'. how in the world could i do that if i don't feel happy 100% of the time? i still don't know where i can draw strength from, and by the looks of it, all i'm doing is plainly living for the sake of graduating. i want to live out the rest of my days in school in blessed happiness. is that too much to ask?
last monday, i finally knew who put me there. of all the people, it had to be ms. herrera. i couldn't even admit to her that i was feeling sad about the whole thing because she started saying 'sabi na nga ba kaya mo dun eh!'. she said that in such a happy way that i couldn't help but hold my thoughts and nod. she believed that i could do well, and i couldn't let her down. i didn't have the heart to.
so what am i left to do? it's all complicated, but i try not to think about being lonely in class. i'm glad angel's getting along just fine with the others. although i can't say i can do the same, i'm trying my best to BE better. God has some plan, and he's testing me O_O if he thinks i'll lose to this, then i hope he changes his mind.
i'm not losing. i'm going to fight off this loneliness, even if i have to do it all on my own.
-shing
right now, thinking about it all, i guess i CAN live, but it's definitely lonesome and dreadful for me. although i can see that they're all fun loving people, i still believe they're kind of... hmm... stiff. like somehow, everything's structured. like on batteries or something like that. no, i'm not saying they're robots too. i hear them laugh, kid around and scream too, but i still miss the feel of having a regular class.
add to that the fact that in recitation, no matter what subject, once a question is asked, there's always an answer that'll get straight across in just a few sentences. they're all awesome that way. and mind you, in perfectly straight english.
what makes me sad though is that when the teacher says 'go group yourselves by friends', i'm left to just wait. i've got nobody to cling to, no group to claim as mine, and definitely it all gives you the feeling of being the 'new kid'.
this particular aspect bothers me. in fact, it's been bothering me since it happened last wednesday. ironically, it was the same day when kyla asked me if i was fine with my room (yes kyla, i'm admitting i lied. i still can't handle and figure the ropes).
maybe i've gotten used to dragging people with me. i feel hopelessly lost now. maybe i've been too sure of myself. the vice i'm turning to right now is actually dashing out of the classroom during break times. i feel that if i stay there, i'd look stupid alone.
again, i want to say that i'm tired of being alone. being along is painful for me, if you all just know. it's like saying i can't live with the people i know and cherish with all my heart. sometimes when i think about it, i still have this small urge to cry cause when you get right down to it, i still feel unhappy.
to admit, i wanted my fourth and last year of highschool to be fun. it is fun, sure, but it's not the fun that i thought it would be. i was thinking more of 'cherishing everyday as if it were the last'. how in the world could i do that if i don't feel happy 100% of the time? i still don't know where i can draw strength from, and by the looks of it, all i'm doing is plainly living for the sake of graduating. i want to live out the rest of my days in school in blessed happiness. is that too much to ask?
last monday, i finally knew who put me there. of all the people, it had to be ms. herrera. i couldn't even admit to her that i was feeling sad about the whole thing because she started saying 'sabi na nga ba kaya mo dun eh!'. she said that in such a happy way that i couldn't help but hold my thoughts and nod. she believed that i could do well, and i couldn't let her down. i didn't have the heart to.
so what am i left to do? it's all complicated, but i try not to think about being lonely in class. i'm glad angel's getting along just fine with the others. although i can't say i can do the same, i'm trying my best to BE better. God has some plan, and he's testing me O_O if he thinks i'll lose to this, then i hope he changes his mind.
i'm not losing. i'm going to fight off this loneliness, even if i have to do it all on my own.
-shing
Friday, June 12, 2009
japanese elective classmates! the HW!!! (for those who need it :P)
finally found a way! nyahahahahahahaha :D
for all of you out there without this, go ahead and dload it :D (you know you want too...)
so, we don't have classes today, so to add to your ever expanding list of HWs, i shall have to remind you guys that we ALSO have HW due on monday!!!
so don't forget to...
1. buy a short brown envelope with the matching plastic envelope
2. finish writing the 3-page practice sheets (after the one we did on monday...
yes! you CAN do it! you CAN finish it! hooray for you!)
3. place those practice sheets inside the brown envelope
4. paste the stuff that SHOULD be pasted on the back of the short brown envelope AND at the last page of your ntbk (provided that you also bought one :D)-- if you don't have that paper yet dload it! it's posted on the other messages :D)
5. ask your mom and dad about the 300 pesos that should also be given on monday (you know it's important... i mean, it's not for some other stuff you WANT to buy... this is something you NEED :P)
6. get your picture taken! you also need a 1X1 to stick on your index card :D (or if it's possible and if you're daring enough, draw a smiley >< some dude during my summer review did that on his card hahahahah. no wait. don't do that :P)
7. lastly, if you don't have art materials, do bring them to school on monday (colored pencils will do just fine... i think :D)
good luck! stay safe guys! i don't all of you to get sick ><
-shing
for all of you out there without this, go ahead and dload it :D (you know you want too...)
so, we don't have classes today, so to add to your ever expanding list of HWs, i shall have to remind you guys that we ALSO have HW due on monday!!!
so don't forget to...
1. buy a short brown envelope with the matching plastic envelope
2. finish writing the 3-page practice sheets (after the one we did on monday...
yes! you CAN do it! you CAN finish it! hooray for you!)
3. place those practice sheets inside the brown envelope
4. paste the stuff that SHOULD be pasted on the back of the short brown envelope AND at the last page of your ntbk (provided that you also bought one :D)-- if you don't have that paper yet dload it! it's posted on the other messages :D)
5. ask your mom and dad about the 300 pesos that should also be given on monday (you know it's important... i mean, it's not for some other stuff you WANT to buy... this is something you NEED :P)
6. get your picture taken! you also need a 1X1 to stick on your index card :D (or if it's possible and if you're daring enough, draw a smiley >< some dude during my summer review did that on his card hahahahah. no wait. don't do that :P)
7. lastly, if you don't have art materials, do bring them to school on monday (colored pencils will do just fine... i think :D)
good luck! stay safe guys! i don't all of you to get sick ><
-shing
Tuesday, May 5, 2009
4 more days till sunday
eventually, i can't wait for sunday to come. it can only mean one thing to me now: no review. seriuosly, i'm dreading everyday now. first of all, the unpredictable schedule we have sets me at an edge of a cliff: i don't know what to expect. i can't predict the future and i can guess our schedule hasn't taken account the law of periodicity... this sucks. this sucks big time, honestly.
for other things, i guess i combined my blogger and multiply blog already (that's why you suddenly saw a lot of posts). tell you what, all of those were past blogs about everyday things, and they're boring enough as it is, but i wish to keep them because they're memories. i'm a sucker for memories, okay? hahahaha
tomorrow'll be another dreadful day, tell you that. chem today was... fine? i got an average score and stuff. i'm not good with the 'study like a mad man for 3 and a hlaf straight hours and then have a quiz' style. i have to read my notes again and again and again. and my grades aren't helping me either now. i guess it's up to me to study the effing modules in advanced then...
well, that is, if i have the time and the energy left to do so O_O
-shing
for other things, i guess i combined my blogger and multiply blog already (that's why you suddenly saw a lot of posts). tell you what, all of those were past blogs about everyday things, and they're boring enough as it is, but i wish to keep them because they're memories. i'm a sucker for memories, okay? hahahaha
tomorrow'll be another dreadful day, tell you that. chem today was... fine? i got an average score and stuff. i'm not good with the 'study like a mad man for 3 and a hlaf straight hours and then have a quiz' style. i have to read my notes again and again and again. and my grades aren't helping me either now. i guess it's up to me to study the effing modules in advanced then...
well, that is, if i have the time and the energy left to do so O_O
-shing
Monday, May 4, 2009
let the review.... begin!
aaaaaaaaanndddd...
i died.
i always thought i was awesome and great at geometry. i even got the award 'little miss geom' in our class during the last day. everyday, i thought i was going to make geom my number one aspect because it was the only thing i KNEW for sure...
well, right now, i can honestly say, those things are a lie O_O
review started and ohmygosh was i bleeding in my seat after 30 minutes. i'm not effing joking. by the time we had the quiz during the last hour, i was about to tear my hair off.
maybe i got caught unaware and unprepared for this review. i came expecting something like SEP in school, but no ><>
so people out there, heed my advice: open your geom textbooks once again before you step into 4th year and into the college entrance exams. it'll help. it doesn't matter if you're in a review or not. JUST DO IT.
-shing
i died.
i always thought i was awesome and great at geometry. i even got the award 'little miss geom' in our class during the last day. everyday, i thought i was going to make geom my number one aspect because it was the only thing i KNEW for sure...
well, right now, i can honestly say, those things are a lie O_O
review started and ohmygosh was i bleeding in my seat after 30 minutes. i'm not effing joking. by the time we had the quiz during the last hour, i was about to tear my hair off.
maybe i got caught unaware and unprepared for this review. i came expecting something like SEP in school, but no ><>
so people out there, heed my advice: open your geom textbooks once again before you step into 4th year and into the college entrance exams. it'll help. it doesn't matter if you're in a review or not. JUST DO IT.
-shing
Tuesday, April 28, 2009
because i don't want you to leave
hell, who does?
this'll be our last year in school and i'll be damned before you can even think of saying good bye! no one wants you to leave (alright, maybe your mom does, but she's besides the point here) and bea and i can think of loads of reasons why you shouldn't leave us just yet. plus, i don't believe in you getting anhywhere anymore. i asked my dad and he says no one accepts a student during their 4th year. the last period wherein you can actually enroll somewhere is your third year or below that.
in short, YOU HAVE TO FINISH HIGH SCHOOL WITH US PAM! i won't accep nothing else than that!
this'll be our last year in school and i'll be damned before you can even think of saying good bye! no one wants you to leave (alright, maybe your mom does, but she's besides the point here) and bea and i can think of loads of reasons why you shouldn't leave us just yet. plus, i don't believe in you getting anhywhere anymore. i asked my dad and he says no one accepts a student during their 4th year. the last period wherein you can actually enroll somewhere is your third year or below that.
in short, YOU HAVE TO FINISH HIGH SCHOOL WITH US PAM! i won't accep nothing else than that!
Thursday, April 16, 2009
something i got from bea :D
ONE.. Give people more than they expect and do it cheerfully.
TWO. Marry a man/woman you love to talk to. As you get older, t heir conversational skills will be as important as any other.
THREE. Don't believe all you hear, spend all you have or sleep all you want.
FOUR... When you say, 'I love you,' mean it.
FIVE. When you say, 'I'm sorry,' look the person in the eye..
SIX. Be engaged at least six months before you get married.
SEVEN. Believe in love at first sight.
EIGHT.. Never laugh at anyone's dreams. People who don't have dreams don't have much.
NINE. Love deeply and passionately. You might get hurt but it's the only way to live life completely..
TEN... In disagreements, fight fairly. No name calling.
ELEVEN.. Don't judge people by their relatives...
TWELVE. Talk slowly but think quickly.
THIRTEEN! ... When someone asks you a question you don't want to answer, smile and ask, 'Why do you want to know?'
FOURTEEN.. Remember that great love and great achievements involve great risk.
FIFTEEN.. Say 'bless you' when you hear someone sneeze.
SIXTEEN.. When you lose, don't lose the lesson.
SEVENTEEN. Remember the three R's: Respect for self; Respect for others; and Responsibility for all your actions.
EIGHTEEN. Don't let a little dispute injure a great friendship.
NINETEEN. When you realize you've made a mistake, take immediate steps to correct it.
TWENTY. Smile when picking up the phone. The caller will hear it in your voice.
TWENTY- ONE. Spend some time alone.
TWO. Marry a man/woman you love to talk to. As you get older, t heir conversational skills will be as important as any other.
THREE. Don't believe all you hear, spend all you have or sleep all you want.
FOUR... When you say, 'I love you,' mean it.
FIVE. When you say, 'I'm sorry,' look the person in the eye..
SIX. Be engaged at least six months before you get married.
SEVEN. Believe in love at first sight.
EIGHT.. Never laugh at anyone's dreams. People who don't have dreams don't have much.
NINE. Love deeply and passionately. You might get hurt but it's the only way to live life completely..
TEN... In disagreements, fight fairly. No name calling.
ELEVEN.. Don't judge people by their relatives...
TWELVE. Talk slowly but think quickly.
THIRTEEN! ... When someone asks you a question you don't want to answer, smile and ask, 'Why do you want to know?'
FOURTEEN.. Remember that great love and great achievements involve great risk.
FIFTEEN.. Say 'bless you' when you hear someone sneeze.
SIXTEEN.. When you lose, don't lose the lesson.
SEVENTEEN. Remember the three R's: Respect for self; Respect for others; and Responsibility for all your actions.
EIGHTEEN. Don't let a little dispute injure a great friendship.
NINETEEN. When you realize you've made a mistake, take immediate steps to correct it.
TWENTY. Smile when picking up the phone. The caller will hear it in your voice.
TWENTY- ONE. Spend some time alone.
Thursday, March 19, 2009
poems from my exam: English III -- sonnet
Love Is Not All
Edna St. Vincent Millay
Love is not all: It is not meat nor drink
Nor slumber nor a roof against the rain,
Nor yet a floating spar to men that sink
and rise and sink and rise and sink again.
Love cannot fill the thickened lung with breath
Nor clean the blood, nor set the fractured bone;
Yet many a man is making friends with death
even as I speak, for lack of love alone.
It well may be that in a difficult hour,
pinned down by need and moaning for release
or nagged by want past resolution's power,
I might be driven to sell your love for peace,
Or trade the memory of this night for food.
It may well be. I do not think I would.
Edna St. Vincent Millay
Love is not all: It is not meat nor drink
Nor slumber nor a roof against the rain,
Nor yet a floating spar to men that sink
and rise and sink and rise and sink again.
Love cannot fill the thickened lung with breath
Nor clean the blood, nor set the fractured bone;
Yet many a man is making friends with death
even as I speak, for lack of love alone.
It well may be that in a difficult hour,
pinned down by need and moaning for release
or nagged by want past resolution's power,
I might be driven to sell your love for peace,
Or trade the memory of this night for food.
It may well be. I do not think I would.
Wednesday, March 18, 2009
the fear of losing someone...
While I was taking a nap this afternoon, I had this horrible nightmare. I REALLY horrible nightmare, which in truth, I thought was already reality.
When you really love someone, you wouldn’t let go of that person right? You’d patiently wait things out, taking very VERY small steps to make one dream a reality…
Dude, I thought I was going to LOSE you. I was going to lose you, nearly, because in my dream, my parent’s wouldn’t accept you. I don’t want that to be the case. When the time comes, I want them to love you, just as I love your mom and your brother and your dad (partly, cause I never really got to talk to him… right? :D)
Maybe this is the right time to say that I seriously and honestly want us to end up together. I’m not kidding. Sometimes, I just stare out the window and wish time would go by a bit faster. By the time you come back, I’ll be nearly done with college and you’d have a stable job and everything else…
Yeah, I know… it’s silly for me to wish things like that. I mean, I’m still what? 16? I know, it’s so naïve… but I just can’t help it, you know…
I’ll always be yours: now and forever.
-shing
When you really love someone, you wouldn’t let go of that person right? You’d patiently wait things out, taking very VERY small steps to make one dream a reality…
Dude, I thought I was going to LOSE you. I was going to lose you, nearly, because in my dream, my parent’s wouldn’t accept you. I don’t want that to be the case. When the time comes, I want them to love you, just as I love your mom and your brother and your dad (partly, cause I never really got to talk to him… right? :D)
Maybe this is the right time to say that I seriously and honestly want us to end up together. I’m not kidding. Sometimes, I just stare out the window and wish time would go by a bit faster. By the time you come back, I’ll be nearly done with college and you’d have a stable job and everything else…
Yeah, I know… it’s silly for me to wish things like that. I mean, I’m still what? 16? I know, it’s so naïve… but I just can’t help it, you know…
I’ll always be yours: now and forever.
-shing
Tuesday, March 17, 2009
half day memories
Affirmation by Savage Garden
I believe the sun should never set upon an argument
I believe we place our happiness in other people's hands
I believe that junk food tastes so good because it's bad for you
I believe your parents did the best job they knew how to do
I believe that beauty magazines promote low self esteem
I believe I'm loved when I'm completely by myself alone
I believe in Karma what you give is what you get returned
I believe you can't appreciate real love until you've been burned
I believe the grass is more greener on the other side
I believe you don't know what you've got until you say goodbye
I believe you can't control or choose your sexuality
I believe that trust is more important than monogamy
I believe that your most attractive features are your heart and soul
I believe that family is worth more than money or gold
I believe the struggle for financial freedom is unfair
I believe the only ones who disagree are millionaires
I believe in Karma what you give is what you get returned
I believe you can't appreciate real love until you've been burned
I believe the grass is more greener on the other side
I believe you don't know what you've got until you say goodbye
I believe forgiveness is the key to your unhappiness
I believe that wedded bliss negates the need to be undressed
I believe that God does not endorse TV evangelists
I believe in love surviving death into eternity
I believe in Karma what you give is what you get returned
I believe you can't appreciate real love until you've been burned
I believe the grass is more greener on the other side
I believe you don't know what you've got until you say goodbye
(love you sir. bunag! you're the BEST world history teacher EVER!!! will miss you!)
I believe the sun should never set upon an argument
I believe we place our happiness in other people's hands
I believe that junk food tastes so good because it's bad for you
I believe your parents did the best job they knew how to do
I believe that beauty magazines promote low self esteem
I believe I'm loved when I'm completely by myself alone
I believe in Karma what you give is what you get returned
I believe you can't appreciate real love until you've been burned
I believe the grass is more greener on the other side
I believe you don't know what you've got until you say goodbye
I believe you can't control or choose your sexuality
I believe that trust is more important than monogamy
I believe that your most attractive features are your heart and soul
I believe that family is worth more than money or gold
I believe the struggle for financial freedom is unfair
I believe the only ones who disagree are millionaires
I believe in Karma what you give is what you get returned
I believe you can't appreciate real love until you've been burned
I believe the grass is more greener on the other side
I believe you don't know what you've got until you say goodbye
I believe forgiveness is the key to your unhappiness
I believe that wedded bliss negates the need to be undressed
I believe that God does not endorse TV evangelists
I believe in love surviving death into eternity
I believe in Karma what you give is what you get returned
I believe you can't appreciate real love until you've been burned
I believe the grass is more greener on the other side
I believe you don't know what you've got until you say goodbye
(love you sir. bunag! you're the BEST world history teacher EVER!!! will miss you!)
Monday, March 16, 2009
looking for blue paper
just 2 days before the exam itself and i can honestly say i haven't studied anything.
no, i'm not about to admit that i'm some genius. yes, i have my doubts. i actually feel like i won't pass the exams this quarter. i don't know why. maybe because the thought that it's the last quarter is enough an excuse for me not to study at all. lame excuse, don't you think?
right now, i guess i'm taking it easy. i just finished my english portfolio and now looking for some blue paper to cover the folder with. i want my portfolio to come back, honestly. i want everything back with me before the school year ends. deep inside, i KNOW ms. aligada would pull one of my works... hopefully, that wouldn't happen. i WISH she has loads of other students who did a nicer job than i did when it came to the other requirments.
i guess this is the right time to say that i love III-7 and that i'll miss junior year A LOT. this year was a blast! i can't explain it properly, but i guess this year was just incredelously fun~ fun people, fun teachers, fun stuff, fun activities... let's just cross out the few unpleasant memories, shall we?
i admit, there WERE times when i didn't get my classmates at all. i admit (as well) that those were the times when i was being narrow minded. i guess this year made me realize that there's more to people than what others tell you who they are.
working with III-7 must be the greatest thing that ever happened in my whole entire school life. yes, i'm not going to deny it: you guys are the BEST.
-shing
no, i'm not about to admit that i'm some genius. yes, i have my doubts. i actually feel like i won't pass the exams this quarter. i don't know why. maybe because the thought that it's the last quarter is enough an excuse for me not to study at all. lame excuse, don't you think?
right now, i guess i'm taking it easy. i just finished my english portfolio and now looking for some blue paper to cover the folder with. i want my portfolio to come back, honestly. i want everything back with me before the school year ends. deep inside, i KNOW ms. aligada would pull one of my works... hopefully, that wouldn't happen. i WISH she has loads of other students who did a nicer job than i did when it came to the other requirments.
i guess this is the right time to say that i love III-7 and that i'll miss junior year A LOT. this year was a blast! i can't explain it properly, but i guess this year was just incredelously fun~ fun people, fun teachers, fun stuff, fun activities... let's just cross out the few unpleasant memories, shall we?
i admit, there WERE times when i didn't get my classmates at all. i admit (as well) that those were the times when i was being narrow minded. i guess this year made me realize that there's more to people than what others tell you who they are.
working with III-7 must be the greatest thing that ever happened in my whole entire school life. yes, i'm not going to deny it: you guys are the BEST.
-shing
Saturday, March 14, 2009
rebirth of my long dead PC... err... internet
right now, i'm at the house, thanking the gods for finally giving me back my precious precious internet. who would've thought it would take like a year or so before they gave it back to me? hahaha
so first thing's first, i would want to acknowledge kuya mark for being a great help. without him, i would still be stuck going to the clinic back and forth :D (all i really need now is another printer to complete this! hahaha)
but that doesn't mean though that this PC's as fast as hell. on the contrary, i find it really slow. still the same old ISP, really. i think i've grown accustomed to my mom's PC's fastness. now i'm kinda struggling with the fact that it even can't load a decent page under 2 minutes. yes, that's how said life is, but this is fine. i can get used to this. anyway, i DID promise my mom i'd use this only at night... AND for dire purposes only. she just gave me time tonight cause yuh... who wouldn't be excited to use this? hahahaha
for other matters, it's exams week and here i am, being a lazy bitch, just going through past notes. i don't know... i don't feel like studying. i know it sounds bad but right now, just for this day, i felt like i couldn't care less at all O____O. i know, it's so not me but i just felt like it! hopefully, i'll get seriuos tomorrow, cause a part of me's scared shitless with what i'm doing right now.
-shing
so first thing's first, i would want to acknowledge kuya mark for being a great help. without him, i would still be stuck going to the clinic back and forth :D (all i really need now is another printer to complete this! hahaha)
but that doesn't mean though that this PC's as fast as hell. on the contrary, i find it really slow. still the same old ISP, really. i think i've grown accustomed to my mom's PC's fastness. now i'm kinda struggling with the fact that it even can't load a decent page under 2 minutes. yes, that's how said life is, but this is fine. i can get used to this. anyway, i DID promise my mom i'd use this only at night... AND for dire purposes only. she just gave me time tonight cause yuh... who wouldn't be excited to use this? hahahaha
for other matters, it's exams week and here i am, being a lazy bitch, just going through past notes. i don't know... i don't feel like studying. i know it sounds bad but right now, just for this day, i felt like i couldn't care less at all O____O. i know, it's so not me but i just felt like it! hopefully, i'll get seriuos tomorrow, cause a part of me's scared shitless with what i'm doing right now.
-shing
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