setting things on fire

no, i haven't set my house on fire yet. :D

i guess what i'm saying that inspite of all the things that has been happening in my life, i still want to do a lot. i still want to move, write, sing, shout, talk. i'm not done being hyper, and more so doing school work...

or maybe this is all the effect of sleeping at one in the morning... damn cl project. but yes, i still love you and your green-staining paint covered body.

i've just realized that painting styro with poster paint will eventually stain your hands, even if it's already dried and all that. hahaha. how would people play my gameboard if they knew their hands would eventually turn green?

i'm finally decided. my course in college would be something related to child psychology. it's what i want, and my parents agree. i think it'll help in understanding the world better. no, i'm not kidding. i want to know every bit of emotion people feel. it's not like abnormal, but think about it. i'm from a middle-class family, going to an exclusive school and all that shit, and i don't know the world. what do the poor feel like? what do the rich feel like? what do aliens think about us?

i'm curios! XD it'll kill me one day~ hehehe

next thing to do : finish 'stolen quills and ink bottles'

it's a story that i'm trying to do. no, i'm not doing spoilers. hehehe. it's a story that i'll keep once it's finished. hehehehe. it's a secret :P

i am no officially the vice-chair of our littel brigade... the gift brigade! gift meaning Going Insane From Torture. kitty's chairman, shaniqua's secretary, valerie's treasurer (since she loves money) and chie's PRO. hehehe. and our first project? a redo of ramayana.

yes, we've decided to make our own version of ramayana. can we say we got carried away with our report? yes. we LOVED our report. it's a sophomore memory that i'll keep forever. XD like what shaniqua said : ramayana reporting (for her) was a life-changing experience.

hahaha. she's saying that cause we just pulled it off XD

what else? oh! tomorrow's going to be the day i confess. O_____O wishing myself lots of luck and courage for tomorrow then... *sigh* i'm not giving up. not yet, really. i'm determined to see the end of this!