i just got a haircut... looks weird :P
-shing
Monday, May 12, 2008
Wednesday, May 7, 2008
reinvention
(I can’t hear myself think cause of my brother’s screaming… O_O)
all I know is that the first ending theme of bokura ga ita is playing in my mind… oh wait, he stopped nagging me HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA. But seriously, aishiteru by mi is starting to play again and again. I dunno. It’s fun to listen to it :P
the way I live… I’m actually thinking of reinventing myself, for the better. How many times have I thought about this? About a million times I guess. I can’t think of one thing that’ll hold me back, but I can’t just seem to start. The ‘after 6 diet’ was a failure on me (thanks to my parents who insisted on eating dinner) and cleaning out my room seems a hard task in the middle of summer. I mean, I DO want to clean out my room but I’ll have to suffer a heat stroke or something. Yeah… So you could now imagine what a potato couch I’ve turned out to be >< (fat and useless much? Yeah~) my room’ filled with piles and piles of paper and books! Hahahahaha. I even have those from last year mixed with the new ones :P hahahaha
what else? I’m trying to get my mom to go with me for a haircut. Tarantella by A. Pieczonka is a dream to play but I’ll still get it. Twinkle is, by far, the best and adorable lopsided little creature I’ve ever invented. I’m still working on the design for my dress… a lot of things to do >< oh, and cover uncovered books! :P I still have about 5 yet to cover but I’m still not moving.
Maybe the only thing decent I’ve done this past summer is go to SEP. oh and study for a bit. Yeah… when I tell people I’m studying, they’re like ‘what for? Why?’ O_O okay. Cause I WANT to. I want to prove that I’m not some stupid little brat, as some people picture me to be. Oh yeah sure, I can be a brat but that’s not totally me. Plus, I really wanna try hard this year. The aim? About a grade of 90, just to be sure. Now, it’s not enough that I pass. It was fine before but not now.
-shing
all I know is that the first ending theme of bokura ga ita is playing in my mind… oh wait, he stopped nagging me HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA. But seriously, aishiteru by mi is starting to play again and again. I dunno. It’s fun to listen to it :P
the way I live… I’m actually thinking of reinventing myself, for the better. How many times have I thought about this? About a million times I guess. I can’t think of one thing that’ll hold me back, but I can’t just seem to start. The ‘after 6 diet’ was a failure on me (thanks to my parents who insisted on eating dinner) and cleaning out my room seems a hard task in the middle of summer. I mean, I DO want to clean out my room but I’ll have to suffer a heat stroke or something. Yeah… So you could now imagine what a potato couch I’ve turned out to be >< (fat and useless much? Yeah~) my room’ filled with piles and piles of paper and books! Hahahahaha. I even have those from last year mixed with the new ones :P hahahaha
what else? I’m trying to get my mom to go with me for a haircut. Tarantella by A. Pieczonka is a dream to play but I’ll still get it. Twinkle is, by far, the best and adorable lopsided little creature I’ve ever invented. I’m still working on the design for my dress… a lot of things to do >< oh, and cover uncovered books! :P I still have about 5 yet to cover but I’m still not moving.
Maybe the only thing decent I’ve done this past summer is go to SEP. oh and study for a bit. Yeah… when I tell people I’m studying, they’re like ‘what for? Why?’ O_O okay. Cause I WANT to. I want to prove that I’m not some stupid little brat, as some people picture me to be. Oh yeah sure, I can be a brat but that’s not totally me. Plus, I really wanna try hard this year. The aim? About a grade of 90, just to be sure. Now, it’s not enough that I pass. It was fine before but not now.
-shing
Monday, May 5, 2008
thoughts on random
For a few nights now, I’ve been reading a book given to me by my cousin (thanks ate!) to pass the time. ‘Bagets’ is a compilation of short stories for young adults (an anthology, as it says on the cover) and I kind of realized that most of the stories written in English were about the prom. Yes, the prom. Now it had me thinking: what would I be when that time came?
First of all: the dress. It’s true that I’m not into the fashion-makeup-trend crap but I seriously love imagining styles of dresses. I can go from Victorian to modern and though they may REALLY come out as an amateur’s design, it doesn’t matter: I know my knowledge of it is yet too small to have a masterpiece-like output. So okay, for myself, I decided to go against the usual straight gowns… I remembered the time I had to wear one and seriously, my legs looked like it would burst the seams on the sides. Plus, walking in it with high heels had me limping and hopping most of the time. The solution? My dress would have to be a full petticoat-like dress. The style where in it’s full waist down. Plus it’ll hide the flabs, ne? >< (if I still had them by that time)
Next, the upper design: a halter. A tube top seems outdated and a spaghetti looks like common, so why not go for something people don’t usually do? And not JUST the simple halter-style where in it’s a string holding it altogether: I want it to be a PART of the dress itself. Like it’s a ruler’s width or something… or maybe more!
Actually, I sketched it last night (should be able to post it by now) and by my standards, it looks great. My mom just doesn’t agree with the ruffles on the halter itself… I should ask her for a reason.
(note: I got it that to hire someone to sew, it would cost you around 2000 for the plain gown and 5000 for the petticoat looking thing… damn… is this an early sign that I’ won’t be eating until it gets done?)
oh, and I’m not going for fashion designing… I’ve got no originality :P
Yesterday, I swear people hid my pants to make me wear shorts to the mall. I mean, hello!!! Where were my pants?!? Then they said they couldn’t find them and I had to go out in denim shorts. After 2 effing years, I had to do it again T_____T Did I say going out in shorts feels so degrading? Yes it does. It feels like I’m someone cheap. It feels like I’m out seducing eyes of millions of people to come and get me. I’m NOT like that. My dad defends that I’ve got the body, so why not show it? Here’s my anser: cause I don’t like showing. Sure, I’ll show my talents, I’ll show my stupidity in math but skin? I know it’s JUST shorts for some people but it’s not like they’ve got log-like legs and a weird dark patch (that’s built by the illusion of tiny scars) on the right knee… Let’s face it, I was built for pants. Nothing else.
Oh, but as much as I hate my legs, I absolutely love my feet. I’m not trying to sound vain and proud, but in every shoe, sandal, flats and high heels I come across, I find that they look good in it. It’s like I can wear any footwear I desire! >< hahahaha. The only thing I feel I can’t do is get a pedicure every month. (I’ve got no money :P) and buy every shoe I like (still no money).
Bokura Ga Ita… My god… I finally have it! HAHAHAHHAHAHAHA! I personally think it’s worth buying it even if it cost me 210… it was fucking 70 per CD ya know! I got it from Hobby Point (they have a lot of it I tell you) cause I got tired of waiting for 2rats to have some stock of it. Seriously… against 50 and 70, I couldn’t care anymore about the 20 difference. As long as I got it, I’m happy. :D So far, it’s amusing me to no end and even if the art’s on the simple side, the plot’s better than any sappy love anime I’ve ever watched. I mean, there are really anime shows that only focus on the love part but Bokura Ga Ita, so far, has the most uncorniest and unbitchiest plot I’ve ever seen. It’s so innocent ><
There. Update enough
-shing
First of all: the dress. It’s true that I’m not into the fashion-makeup-trend crap but I seriously love imagining styles of dresses. I can go from Victorian to modern and though they may REALLY come out as an amateur’s design, it doesn’t matter: I know my knowledge of it is yet too small to have a masterpiece-like output. So okay, for myself, I decided to go against the usual straight gowns… I remembered the time I had to wear one and seriously, my legs looked like it would burst the seams on the sides. Plus, walking in it with high heels had me limping and hopping most of the time. The solution? My dress would have to be a full petticoat-like dress. The style where in it’s full waist down. Plus it’ll hide the flabs, ne? >< (if I still had them by that time)
Next, the upper design: a halter. A tube top seems outdated and a spaghetti looks like common, so why not go for something people don’t usually do? And not JUST the simple halter-style where in it’s a string holding it altogether: I want it to be a PART of the dress itself. Like it’s a ruler’s width or something… or maybe more!
Actually, I sketched it last night (should be able to post it by now) and by my standards, it looks great. My mom just doesn’t agree with the ruffles on the halter itself… I should ask her for a reason.
(note: I got it that to hire someone to sew, it would cost you around 2000 for the plain gown and 5000 for the petticoat looking thing… damn… is this an early sign that I’ won’t be eating until it gets done?)
oh, and I’m not going for fashion designing… I’ve got no originality :P
Yesterday, I swear people hid my pants to make me wear shorts to the mall. I mean, hello!!! Where were my pants?!? Then they said they couldn’t find them and I had to go out in denim shorts. After 2 effing years, I had to do it again T_____T Did I say going out in shorts feels so degrading? Yes it does. It feels like I’m someone cheap. It feels like I’m out seducing eyes of millions of people to come and get me. I’m NOT like that. My dad defends that I’ve got the body, so why not show it? Here’s my anser: cause I don’t like showing. Sure, I’ll show my talents, I’ll show my stupidity in math but skin? I know it’s JUST shorts for some people but it’s not like they’ve got log-like legs and a weird dark patch (that’s built by the illusion of tiny scars) on the right knee… Let’s face it, I was built for pants. Nothing else.
Oh, but as much as I hate my legs, I absolutely love my feet. I’m not trying to sound vain and proud, but in every shoe, sandal, flats and high heels I come across, I find that they look good in it. It’s like I can wear any footwear I desire! >< hahahaha. The only thing I feel I can’t do is get a pedicure every month. (I’ve got no money :P) and buy every shoe I like (still no money).
Bokura Ga Ita… My god… I finally have it! HAHAHAHHAHAHAHA! I personally think it’s worth buying it even if it cost me 210… it was fucking 70 per CD ya know! I got it from Hobby Point (they have a lot of it I tell you) cause I got tired of waiting for 2rats to have some stock of it. Seriously… against 50 and 70, I couldn’t care anymore about the 20 difference. As long as I got it, I’m happy. :D So far, it’s amusing me to no end and even if the art’s on the simple side, the plot’s better than any sappy love anime I’ve ever watched. I mean, there are really anime shows that only focus on the love part but Bokura Ga Ita, so far, has the most uncorniest and unbitchiest plot I’ve ever seen. It’s so innocent ><
There. Update enough
-shing
Tuesday, April 29, 2008
when bored, play!
Yes, after SEP classes, I’m finally bored to death and not even reading my world his. book is doing the trick. Yes, seriously, I’m starting to read it and later, I might just get the urge to print out a noli summary.
But enough! Yesterday was so fun! Pos, a cousin of mine, got me to go with him to gateway. Dunno why, but even if we’re two years apart (me being older) we kind of get along well. It’s actually fun to hang out, and I’m saying this cause I don’t go out often.
A note: if you can, never say ‘yes’ to a large sized drink from burger king. Yes, never… that is, if you can’t finish it. I thought their large sized drink was just about mcdonalds or jollibee large size. But no! The cup was freaking huge!!! I couldn’t even finish it all. On the other hand, I thought the onion rings tasted so much better with ketchup and the brownie ala mode (if that’s what they call it) was eating something like a chocolate cake with a lot of cream as sauce. Hahaha. While eating, we kinda overheard this dude talk to an English man over his cellphone. It was so funny, and it was hard not to laugh, smile and roll your eyes.
After that, timzone! Oh yeah! Can I say ‘I’ve never felt so alive’? We got to use my school id for this promo thing and oh yeah! First, we wanted to play tekken 6 but then the guys who were giving off the message that they weren’t going to stand any time yet. Another round and Pos was like ‘Deal or no deal tayo!’ and we laughed at the weird expressions the girls had on their faces (we won 12 tickets… lol).
We kinda hit the rest of our credits off with House of the Dead 4, reaching up to chapter 4. Pos wasn’t quick enough to reload the card and I kinda got crushed by the monster dude and his big fat butt. No worries cause we got to the super trivia (where I won 2 times in a row). He beat me in mario kart though… The funny part: we spent almost 200 pesos for the stupid toy crane game. And to top it all off, we only got candy… no toy ><
DDR… how I miss DDR >< I got up to medium! Wahahaha, but then pos wasn’t a big fan (choosing the keyboard, PSP and other gaming consoles than the real thing) so he cut short my happiness. But that’s fine. It was fun to know that I don’t suck at DDR as much now.
I saw ate Cor and K-chan, playing house of the dead… just right after us! Hahahaha. Funny! They only got up to chapter 5 though… Next time, I’ll get chie to play non-stop and we’ll finish the whole thing. Once and for all.
DQ icecream… it’s amazing how the first few minutes it doesn’t fall of the cup, even if it’s upside down. And I had to do it again to prove it. Hahahaha. I even wanted to keep the spoon!!! The spoon~ Mud pie was absolutely delicious.
The day ended with us inside the jeep, laughing cause we didn’t get caught in the rain.
I got to create a new OC >< her name’s twinkle and basically she’s a girl who has a big head (literally… I mean hydrocephalus type) and a small body, wings… and I guess she looks like an angel doll. Hahaha. I just can’t draw her properly. At least I got back to drawing… now I have to work on writing again.
GAH! I just remembered! My chicklit dare was uh… I guess chicklit is a failure to me. Hahahaha >< a total failure :P
-shing
But enough! Yesterday was so fun! Pos, a cousin of mine, got me to go with him to gateway. Dunno why, but even if we’re two years apart (me being older) we kind of get along well. It’s actually fun to hang out, and I’m saying this cause I don’t go out often.
A note: if you can, never say ‘yes’ to a large sized drink from burger king. Yes, never… that is, if you can’t finish it. I thought their large sized drink was just about mcdonalds or jollibee large size. But no! The cup was freaking huge!!! I couldn’t even finish it all. On the other hand, I thought the onion rings tasted so much better with ketchup and the brownie ala mode (if that’s what they call it) was eating something like a chocolate cake with a lot of cream as sauce. Hahaha. While eating, we kinda overheard this dude talk to an English man over his cellphone. It was so funny, and it was hard not to laugh, smile and roll your eyes.
After that, timzone! Oh yeah! Can I say ‘I’ve never felt so alive’? We got to use my school id for this promo thing and oh yeah! First, we wanted to play tekken 6 but then the guys who were giving off the message that they weren’t going to stand any time yet. Another round and Pos was like ‘Deal or no deal tayo!’ and we laughed at the weird expressions the girls had on their faces (we won 12 tickets… lol).
We kinda hit the rest of our credits off with House of the Dead 4, reaching up to chapter 4. Pos wasn’t quick enough to reload the card and I kinda got crushed by the monster dude and his big fat butt. No worries cause we got to the super trivia (where I won 2 times in a row). He beat me in mario kart though… The funny part: we spent almost 200 pesos for the stupid toy crane game. And to top it all off, we only got candy… no toy ><
DDR… how I miss DDR >< I got up to medium! Wahahaha, but then pos wasn’t a big fan (choosing the keyboard, PSP and other gaming consoles than the real thing) so he cut short my happiness. But that’s fine. It was fun to know that I don’t suck at DDR as much now.
I saw ate Cor and K-chan, playing house of the dead… just right after us! Hahahaha. Funny! They only got up to chapter 5 though… Next time, I’ll get chie to play non-stop and we’ll finish the whole thing. Once and for all.
DQ icecream… it’s amazing how the first few minutes it doesn’t fall of the cup, even if it’s upside down. And I had to do it again to prove it. Hahahaha. I even wanted to keep the spoon!!! The spoon~ Mud pie was absolutely delicious.
The day ended with us inside the jeep, laughing cause we didn’t get caught in the rain.
I got to create a new OC >< her name’s twinkle and basically she’s a girl who has a big head (literally… I mean hydrocephalus type) and a small body, wings… and I guess she looks like an angel doll. Hahaha. I just can’t draw her properly. At least I got back to drawing… now I have to work on writing again.
GAH! I just remembered! My chicklit dare was uh… I guess chicklit is a failure to me. Hahahaha >< a total failure :P
-shing
Tuesday, April 15, 2008
summer advanced classes
from this point onward, i guess i have to start working and studying hard. i know, it's still summer but my parents enrolled me in advanced chem and geom. it's not much of a bummer and for at least 2 weeks, i have bea and shaniqua with me to go through the same pain. isn't it nice to know that there are 14 more people sharing your pain?
but i'm doing it. basically, i'm proving to myself that i'll get this studying done and i'll get good grades. i'll understand and cope as much as i can and answer well. i promise.
i dunno, i'm kinda tired right now and just thought of updating. ehehehe.
-shing
but i'm doing it. basically, i'm proving to myself that i'll get this studying done and i'll get good grades. i'll understand and cope as much as i can and answer well. i promise.
i dunno, i'm kinda tired right now and just thought of updating. ehehehe.
-shing
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