the red card mission: a success

it's not everyday you make your parents happy. VERY happy.

i got my report card today for the first quarter and i guess they're all happy :D if they're happy, then i'm happy too. i find it nice that things turned out this way.

yesterday's outburst seems nothing now compared to the joy i feel today. and though it's damn hot outside, i'll live.

-shing

hell

so this is hell...

i can't keep it anymore.

i feel hurt, betrayed, almost useless... it's as if it'll only be a few minutes until i break down crying.

i've had the most suckiest day of pretending today. i mean, i wanted to hold my anger, and i usually do, but i just can't anymore. my partner for immersion does not get me at all, and insists on whatever she wants. i want to do things too. i want to cook too. why can't we just get along? why can't we simply prepare an overly manila-edged lunch without yelling?

i haven't felt this mad since grade 7. i can't believe i'm losing my head over food... over lunch... it's... shit... really... i can't explain myself right now cause i'm so freaking mad already....

why can't you be with me when i'm like this?

-shing

stuck in school

yeah. i'm OL today cause i'm in school. kate's not here and chie's not here either so i might as well cram the rest of my english since there's no MS word nor YM here...

sucks...

english script... hopefully :D

...

host: good afternoon! you're watching...
host and co host: paulinews, where student-related matters matter.
host :i'm ( )
co-host: and i'm ( )
host: and today, we're running a news special about a man named Richard Cory.
(news follows)
host: it's awful... he was rich too...
co host: speaking of which,
(business or feature follows)
co host: but mocing on, here's fats for the latest news on entertainment!
fats: thanks (name of co host)
(entertainment follows)
fats: back to you ----!
co host: thanks fats. woah. now it's 2 cases!